What's true for me in this moment...

CGs first day back to school and my first official day back to work.

10 am.

Bathing and bleeding and asking spirit for clarity.

I don’t have it all figured out. I don’t even believe it’s all figure-out-able.

I’m in it.

Always.

Growing for fucking sure.

Expanding always. But with that there’s also always contracting.

In the dark and in the light.

Knowing a level of acceptance deeper than I’ve ever known.

Content where I am.

But also hungry for more.

More what?

For more connection.

That’s really it.

Connection.

In every area.

2022 = Connection

So here I am. Connecting. In a bath. Ovaries contracting. Clear on one of my 2022 themes. And also… wondering how I accumulated so much clutter on the bathroom counter in the 2 days since I’ve been back home, wondering what the season finale of Dexter will be like, wondering if Mike feels loved and how to shine my love light in our relationship more, aware of this push and pull within me. Expansion. Contraction. Contrast. Flow. Heaviness. Light all around me. Feeling into how things will look like in this LWM launch as I embrace the balance of both showing up and solitude. The sound of the wind brings me back. Honoring my decision to stay here until there’s nothing left to feel into or think about and the stillness consumes me and the water turns cold.

Instead of writing a post about how awesome the Lightworker Within Mentorship is, which was my plan getting into this bath, I decided to just share where I am in the moment and what’s true for me.

And that’s good enough.

Me showing up where I am is good enough.

Something tells me the right people will be attracted to the light of the LWM whether or not I sing songy it’s praises today or just stay here bleeding in the bath.

What’s true for you today?